I stand on the docks as it rains
It's just me and my best friend.
So beautiful
I'm just wishing you were here with me
Then I saw you coming towards us
I felt a sudden rush of happiness
Then sadness
I realized you were here to see her
My best friend
Tears are just streaming down my cheeks
You can't tell though
Just another reason to love the rain
I get home that night and lock myself in the bathroom
Remembering what we learned in 1st grade together
1 cut for you hurting me
2 for her stabbing me in the back
3 for the relationship we'll never have
4 for the perfect guy for her losing a chance...
5 for no one caring
6 for the way I felt when you asked her out
7 for your 1st kiss
8 for the one person that cared about me getting hurt because of my feelings
9 for me losing the perfect guy for someone I was totally wrong about
The next day I'm sick
No school
Mom says it's because of the rain
"I told you not to stay out in the rain" she says
That's not why I'm sick and I know it
You asked her out
She said yes knowing how much I liked you...
That's why I'm sick
Because I just got my heart shredded by you and my best friend
Or at least I thought she was my best friend
If she was she wouldn't have hurt me
But either way neither of you care
I've been sick for a week
No one noticed...
One last cut
I will never have to deal with this pain again
