I loved you

I know its a waste of time,
to show i care
I'd write you a fancy rhyme,
but no good would it do
There is something i wish you could see

I wish it was just you and me,
but no, the world was involved
they couldn't just let us be

They continuously told me,
"oh you deserve so much better",
the truth is,
when ever i was told that
my only response,
was"go freaking kill yourself,
I want her more than anything"

I don't know where and when,
we went wrong,
i do know that it hurts,
when i think of you,
Of all we had,
the things we did,
the secrets we shared,

I sit and i think,
did i ever really matter,
or was i just another pawn in your heartless game?

but the truth is, through all of it
I loved you with all my heart,
with everything i had
you meant the world and then sum to me
and you've been gone for almost a year
i shed a tear as i think that all we shared meant nothing in the end

But i really did love you