It's just another day

It's just another day,
full of half lies and whole truths,
I just can't get it all out,
theres no beauty in this kind of youth.
I'm lying to everyone,
the words are in my head,
I just can't get them out,
sometimes things are better left unsaid.
But this time it's different,
I need to get it out,
but every time I try its like I'm afraid because somebody might shout.
I'm afraid for them to know,
but if I keep up this way things are just going to get worse.
I'm stuck in between heaven and hell and theres just no way, theres no cure.
I want to let you know,
but I don't want you to change my life,
I don't want you to take a fit,
and tell the rest of the people in my life.
The truth is I really need some help,
not the kind you get from a friend,
but I cant do this alone,
I need the support of a friend.