The pain inside i can no longer deal, not knowing what to do this can't be real, feels like i falling off a mountain into nothingness, waking up and remembering none of it, the pain and grief that come with it, i reminisce in all the times i hurt realizing that this is not the worst, knowing that he really loves me, and it's not just a dream, i have become whole again, my pain is fading but my heart stays, for him to love, and hold me for a life time, and just let my tears forever fade.
