Little girl, help me?

I see a girl screaming a name
it seems she crying and dying in pain
her face gone white and hair faded black
her eyes clouded with sorrow from her past
her hands are trembling
her eyes twitching
she takes my hand,"he can't love you now,
you did the one thing he's wished for, for so long
so go up to him and ask
don't you wish you were dead like me,
don't you love me now?"
she is my heart break
she is my fear
something i made up
to kill him dear
but it seems she wants me
to go up to him and say
'since i did what i did,
will you throw me away?'
so, i follow her in darkness
as she leads me home
one where i can hide away
as my heart turns to stone...
close my eyes
sing a tune
tell my self
good-bye to you..