Is That how Life is suppost to Be?

I used to have
faith
in people
in God
in stuff
There were several
persons
who I actually
cared for...
there were
exactly eight
people
only two
remain, but
will soon be
just
one
I tried to be
optimistic, but
it's not easy
after watching
the important people
in your life
walk away
I'm trying to hang on...
to have faith again
but support is low
and so is my
self-esteem...

is that really
life...