I have pledged

I looked at you on Saturday and I saw that very spark
Sparkle in your eyes that from the start ignited my heart
Flashbacks of the first time I held your small but precious hand
Precious moment acknowledgement that by me you would stand

Funny after how long I had a fought a nasty lengthy war
Suffocated by issues, preventing this that was in store
Grateful now I am for the temporary hardship that I put us through
It showed me something I need to see, and now all I see is me & you

Emotional self educed beatings, telling me we could never be
Your wisdom that told me to let it go had sown a surprising seed
In midst of all your honesty, I searched for a hidden plan
You can imagine my surprise when I realized that plan was damned

Whilst I was searching for your plan that in my mind I fabricated
You were there with reasoning; your love was always your statement
Always standing by with your amour and honesty in all full check
Seeing now that our relationship was fueled by you and me that was the speck

How much I think you love me I guess I could never fully know
Right now I might not see it, but it’s good to go with your flow
When in times I might get crazy and want to jump right over the edge
Never forget this one big thing, remember to you myself I already pledged.