I'm Sorry Daddy

I'm really sorry daddy
That I make you very mad
I hate that you shout all the time
But I know that I am bad

I'm sorry I'm not real strong
I'm sorry I can't make you proud
I know I'm not your sunshine
But rather a pitiful cloud

I'm sorry that I'm not like you
I'm sorry I'm not real tough
I'm sorry that I am me
I know it's not enough

I'm sorry I'm not perfect
Or smart like you want me to be
I know I'm disappointing
I know you're ashamed of me

I'm sorry your job is stressful
I know what makes you sad
I don't want you depressed anymore
I wanna see you glad

I'm sorry you got angry
And made that hole in the door
I'm sorry I get scared of you
It wasn't like this before

I'm sorry I run away
Whenever you call my name
I'm sorry that everything goes wrong
I know that I am to blame

I promise I won't cry
I know it shows weakness
I'm sorry that you hate me
And that I bring bleakness

I know that in your life
I am nothing but a thorn
I'm not the child you wanted
So I'm sorry I was born

But I love you very much
Yes daddy, I love you
And I just hope deep inside
That you love me too