I hate my life!

I hate my life!
I hate my life!
all i wanna do is..
cut my self with a knife...

how could this be?!
I am not me..
all i ever do is...
write my poems beside a tree..

I am full of depressions
instead of expressions..
I used to be friendly
but now I\\\'m just naughty

here I go again..
I\\\'m going to cut my wrist..
here comes the pain...
This is the pain i can\\\'t resisit...

Oh why am i doing this?!
this was not on my \\\'to do\\\' list!
maybe this is meant to be..
I\\\'m full of cuts just look at me!

my life is full shit...
I\\\'m just a stupid right foul git!
maybe i just might...
kill myself tonight..