ABSURD.

And with every the hardest breath
A moan drew from my dried lips.
I am seeing your beauty, shadowed from the sun,
So that it could not touch the sensitive bloom.

With time I wondered more and more
Why can not I touch you and be afloat above the flow?
Do not know how to deal with feeling that is in.
I try to fight away it, do not want to feel!

It hurts when love appears in front.
I am so afraid of having to confront.
I do my best to leave it all behind,
I am so unwise and seek somewhere to hide.

I am eager to be away from love,
It is meant for somebody above.
Solitary is my only friend.
Give me alone like desert send!

It has nothing to do with you.
And you are a perfect girl from my point of view.
And I strongly beg: do not blame yourself,
You will be able to find somebody else.

He will manage to conquest your heart,
And you forget my smile fast.
But from aside I watch in silence:
Your beauty tortures me like violence.

And all attempts to start all stuff again
In most turn out to be in vain.
I am to resign to the fate of mine,
Having hopes that every thing will be fine!

To Juliane.