Its simple enough
to understand,
What we initiated
had no plan.
We said one thing
was how we were,
I suggested we be more,
he said, "Sure."
I snuck around,
to be with him was a scandal.
If people knew
my life would turn to shambles.
But together
we grew,
But grew
the rumors too...
Why couldn't I
let him go?!
My mind and heart were
hurting so!
My ego was crushed under
his ego's weight,
As strangers came up to ask
what exactly we did on our date.
I cry to him for the
comfort he said he'd give,
I can hear in his voice
he doesn't care how I live.
I start to break,
he mends me momentarily with his touch,
We breath close one more time,
then I pick up my heart from the floor and it I clutch.
I leave his side,
which I never claimed I was at,
To cry at the dirt collected
when on the floor my heart sat.
