Seek me

If Breathing is all I ever hear

What will I do when there is a sudden shock of words

Snapping and turning into this monster that I have just barley heard

you speak to yourself as though I\'m not even here, like I\'m an unwanted shadow that is left unseen in a dark alley way of new York

i never dreamed that the day would come when you would just close your eyes & imagine I was gone

counting the days, wondering when you will disappear from this everlasting battle

even though u are gone in spirit, your face is still in the depths of my mind

behind those eyes you still hide, what is a girl to do when you wont let her delve into whats left to find

your vessel laid before me, so silky yet fine

your breathing is becoming monstrous as lighting strikes the tree

these eyes never seem to vision things clearly

its like a storm in the winter, so foggy & deadly

this unknown soul is lost in the embodiment of you

reaching arms, beating hearts, no where to run, nothing left to lose

I\'ve shed a river with the concept of losing you eternally

if all I hear is breathing, then your breathing is fair but bloody

drifting into the shadows of your mysterious being

so use to seeing you, but now I see nothing

Running away wont get me no where

it would only leave me faint to my own hostilities

Leave me breathless, let me seek our future

before the day will come when we will have nothing left except hatred

Leave me still, touch me now before its to late

Control my mind, grip my hand, please don\'t let my emotions dry away

Its up to you now, this mess that has been revealed is yours to solve

Our divine will is in your hands, this riddle in my head is to much to figure out

if there ever is a future between you and i, theres no doubt who will try

Will our love be strong enough to fight all the revolting sinisters of this

unforgiven world?

are we bound to be destined as one,

when the answer you find, you know where ill be

Call my name, screech it loud, come seek me

Written: January 18th, 2006