Lost and Confused

I am lost and confused
I wonder when I will die
i hear a spirit approaching slowly,
I see a faint light,
I want to live,
i am lost and confused

I pretend nothing is there,
I feel alone,
I touch my own soul,
I worry if I am going to die,
I cry when because i know it is coming,
I am lost and confused.

I understand death is inevitable,
I say " I will get through this,"
I dream of living to die old,
I hope I can make it,
I am lost and confused.