Well those words have been done before
In a thousand no a million voices
Belligerently screaming,
\"I just cant sleep\"
But tonight, this morning,
-what the f_ck do I know its goddamned daylight savings right now-
I just really just dont have the tendency to dream
Id much rather experience life a little further
Or hear a good friend\'s voice
But hes the only one who talks this late
And his phone is dead, and now we barely communicate
I still love him to death, and I wanted him to hear that
So I left it in his voicemail that he\'ll probably never check
And Im falling fast for this other kid,
Who kisses just like he talks
\"I like you so much, but this is so wrong.\"
Cheating. Cheating. Cheater. Bastard.
I helped.
B_tch.
So, I dont even know why I cant close my eyes after I night like it was
It was good, it was good
But I regret having talked
I should have just laughed
It may just be that my makeup is gunking to sh_t investing my eyeballs
That makes the shapes so pretty
And my lids so itchy as I lay and wonder why Im not even happy
It also could be that Im still in my clothes and I smell hideously of smoke
And I secretly like it
Because it reminds me of you
And you, and you and you
And you.
I pray my best friend would call me back
Instead of talking to the blank pages of a novel
I lied
Im writing over words I wish could be mine
I hope I\'ll be able to read this tomorrow because now,
Im so freaking blind
One day..one day..goodnight.
And my forehead is bleeding
Like the last time he kissed it
Im so mind crippled by now this sh_t needs to stop
One
Two
Three
End.
No Goddamnit Abigail please stop turning the lights back on.
Thank you.
Thank you very much.
