This is so powerful. I can understand what you're going through, though I'm going to try to stop before I get to the point where I can't anymore. Keep trying Avellana, I believe in you. Your poetry is inspiring, I love it all.

love youuu. feel better soon.

"It's stupid to think I hurt myself
Just to feel alive again"
wow.
hmm all i can say, is that i know your poems demonstrate emptiness, loneliness, but i hope that you can find comfort in knowing that you're definately not alone feeling the way you do.
I don't really know how that helps, it probably doesn't..but i felt i needed to say it. I hope you're ok.
xoxoxox

What a great poem, I can relate to this alot keep writing hun & takie care Sarah x

Aw, hunny, sorry i havent commented, i just havent been online for a while and right now its late so i get a few min online hehe, anyways i love this poem, sorry i dont have time to comment on the other ones but i HAVE read them all, andd i love them theyre all wonderful, but i needed to comment on this one because i can relate to it so much right now, and i think its absolutely beautiful, so full of emotion and yet that emotion is sadness and the sadness is beauty, wonderful,xxoo

You cease to amaze me avellana. You write with such passion. it is always a joy to read what you have written. take care xoxox

That was really good.

I actually feel I'm giving over
Myself to this disease
It's gutted me, hollowed me out
Promised me I would be free

I can totally identify! This poem was suberb.

I'm glad you liked mine

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*Hug*

this is an awesome poem

Please god; give me a new disorder
Give me something I can fight
Distract me from my thoughtless life
And dreams of suicide

If just find this part brilliant.. I can't really say why but there is something about that little verse! awesomely written, you're really good. Hope your doing ok!

Ashley