My Disguise

Every day at school
I act like everything is cool
You would think nothing is wrong
But you are not listening to the whole song
At school you see a smile on my face
But that goes away and leaves no trace
That's just my disguise
Aren't you surprised
At home I sit and cry
Thinking Oh My God Why!
My family goes through ups and downs
Sometimes its smiles and sometimes frowns
I wish that I could change time
With the sound of a chime
I hope I don't screw up
My siblings already mest up
My mom thinks she didn't raise us right
So she cries all through the night
My dad does the same
But it's not themselves who they should blame
They are not with us all the time
To stop us from commiting a crime!

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