Time is frozen
My clock has lost count
The minutes are hours
&& I cant keep up
The music to all my songs
Has suddenly stop playing
My smile has disappeared
&& I found a way to fake it
The past is a wound
That never got to heal
My scars are fresh
And this hell is so real
The darkness
Is my new place
I couldnt find happiness
In the brightest corner
Your face comes to my mind
& I think of memories
I cant exactly block my thoughts
But I can resist love
I may seem excited
But deep down Im scared
Of whom I am
&& whose not there
Im mistaken for
A suicide
& I cant believe
The way its killed me inside
Im reaching out
For your hand
But nothing takes my grip
&& I start to fumble
I knew it was going to happen
I knew the conclusion
I knew youd let me slip
And I knew Id crash and fall
My life is some what tragic
& some are afraid of me
Some cant look me in the eyes
And see what I used to be
Its pretty amazing
Watching myself go from
Happiness to a tragic suicide
But its slowly happening
So hold my hand
One last time
Once Im gone
Please dont miss me
Before I took my last breath
My clock start ticking
My stereo started playing
I started smiling
No longer faking
I dont know why
I dont know how
Ive moved on
Someway, somehow
I found happiness
In a new loves hand
He was there to pick me up
He was there to make me smile
Youre no longer a part of
What used to be my suicide
I know who I am
&& not afraid of whom I am inside
I opened up my heart
&& gave it my all
Too bad you let me down
Too bad you didnt catch my fall
For every girl whos world
Has suddenly stopped
Remember what you can find
To bring it all back
Before you know it
Youll be hearing
Certain words
To match the worlds greatest
Feelings
