Secretly Loving You

From day one I tried to hide these feelings I had
Holding tight to my pride,
It was only you whom I denied.

As time went on I tried to cover it well
But looking into your eyes I hate to admit it, but I fell
Even your smile made it hard for me to exhale.
I kept my secret and still to this day Iâ??m afraid to tell.

I know Iâ??d lose ground if I revealed,
All these emotions that I keep tightly sealed.
So I pretend youâ??re a friend and nothing more
And I go back to hiding these feelings as I did before.

At times I question how you donâ??t know
When you step into the room how donâ??t you notice me glow?
Donâ??t you hear the nervous laugh in my voice?
Better yet would you care to know all this if you had the choice?

Time is against me and regret is what I feel
Because you donâ??t know all I keep concealed
One day I wish to have enough courage to reveal
That loving you just feels so surreal.