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I sit and think and try real hard,
To work out what I need to say,
But no matter how hard I try,
I get the same result every day.
I find myself so confused,
So lost in what I feel,
I don’t know what I should forget about,
And I don’t know what is real.
I ask myself what I’d do,
If you weren’t with me now,
At first I think I couldn’t do it,
But then I feel that I’d pull through…somehow.
It’s hard not knowing what’s going on,
And it hurts every time I think of you,
I guess I don’t know what I want…
I just don’t know what I’m meant to do!
There are times when I’m so happy,
So glad that you’re all mine,
But then I start to hate you,
And it’s getting so hard to hide.
I know that I don’t want to lose you,
But I’m sick of how things are,
If things don’t start changing soon,
Then we aren’t going to get very far…
Don’t think that I don’t love you,
Because that is just not true,
I’ve never felt like this before,
So it hurts to feel like I’m losing you…
I know I’m keeping things from you,
And I’m pushing you away,
But no matter how hard I push,
All I want is for you to stay.