It Wasn't Real

His Eyes were lined with red and
his words seemed unreal.
I sat there not crying yet, not even talking as i felt my heart break into pieces.

I asked when? And he told me.

Nothing around me seemed real.
Everything seemed to just stop and not for a moment but what seemed like miles as we drove.

Tears started down my face and all I wanted to do was collapse.
I felt weak and stupid.
My body become numb

You don't understand pain unless you have really felt it.
You don't understand pain if u havn't felt it for awhile.

That how life is...constantly trying to make you stronger...to see if you will break.