You again

Its you again
throbbing in my head
the things i feel
abrupts a pain so dead
even the happyest,
can dred in teers
i feel this staying for years
never have i felt
a nightmare like this,
come true as it seems
you i cant miss,
a bliss i cant take
your face is the mist
like on a distant sea
many faces pass by
the hardest one to see
cant touch as a ghost
but as much it is still real
right there infront of me
how blind that I seem
nothing else is the same
now that your just a dream