The poem

If I had two muffins
I'd give one to you
If I could give kisses,
I'd give those too

But you're not here now
God took you away
I have nothing
except missing you everyday

I miss cooking for you
and doing the dishes
day dreaming about our future
and making small wishes

I wish you were here
So much is missing
I didn't just lose you,
I lost our future

The babies we would have had,
The family together,
seeing so many smiles
living forever

I wanted grand children,
To spoil with our love
I still have our love,
But it hurts to touch it,

Even though you're not here
I still work for our future,
Crap.. nothing rhymes with that
except maybe suture

I'm riding a mountain bike now
and going to the gym
I quit smoking
and haven't touched beer or gin

I will come visit
and we'll mourn for our loss
I'll bring you some flowers
and trim back the moss