Betrayal!

It was magic from the start
the moment you caught my eye
you told me you were interested
which made me even more shy.

The first time we went out
I knew I wanted you to be the one
you was exactly what I was looking for
from then on a relationship begun.

I was happy for a change
you made me smile everyday
I looked forward to going out
you made me happy in every way!

I began to trust you
then grew to love you
finally I got enough courage to say it
then you said you loved me to.

I wasn't lieing when I said it
it was the first time I've ever meant it
it had never felt so real
with every feeling you made me feel.

Then something happened to us
I'm not sure where it went wrong
you drifted away
to the point where no more was we strong.

It scared me to death
it made me cry every night
your phone calls became slim
then I knew something wasn't right.

I left you several messages
asking for you to please give me a call
I just wanted a reason
why you were putting up this wall.

What had I done
to make you not want to be with me
I begged to God
to please help make you see.

Why does love have to be torture
it's killing me inside
I wonder if when you said you loved me
could that of been a lie?

My mom tried to tell me
that you sounded to perfect to be true
she told me she's knows it hurts
and that I should just get over you.

It really isn't that easy
I gave you more then just my heart
I shared with you my one and only
and here we are so far apart.

I miss the times we shared
and those green eyes you had
I miss your hugs and kisses
which had always made me glad.

After about two weeks
never hearing a word from you
I came to find out
what you had planned to do.

You let go of me
like a cold hearted man
you dumped me for your ex
was this your f'cking plan?

You told me you hated her
and that you would never take her back
how could you do this to me
I trusted you, and now it's you that I lack.

The only word I can think of
that would describe how I feel
is the feeling of betrayal
that makes it uneasy to heal.

I don't know whether I hate you
or hate the way I let myself love you
but I can't help this anger
and most days I just don't know what to do.

I cry myself to sleep
almost every single time
I try so hard to forget
the memories on my mind.

I never thought you'd hurt me
the way that you had
everyday seems like a battle
of forever being sad.

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Thanks a bunch-Jen