My life is fake!

Why do the days go so fast and the hours so swift..
all i wont is to be with you and thats it.
you make me happy when the skys are grey and help through what might not be my best day.

but lately i feel we have drifted apart our days together are now the past.

memorys will last but may fade,
through everyday im not with you
id take the blame.

my heart hurts my soul is numb how can i go on with out you,
your every breathe i take and every decision i make,
please never make the mistake cos my life is already fake,