Pain

I now no what it feels like
to slowly drift away
caring all this pain on
this guilt trip

pain-
from you and your lies
from him and his lies
from me and all my lies

i flow away from all of
this on a deep sea of red
i dont no where to go next

i no longer can go to heaven
and hell cant wait for me

i dont want to be this way
and i dont try
i just am i cant take this
i cant fake this it hurts too bad