One Day I May Be Able To

You race through my mind,
As if on a track,
Every thought of you just makes me cry,
Because I just want to crack.

I want to tell,
Every dirty secret,
One day I may be able to,
But it will be something I will regret.

One day I may be able to
Tell you everything in my head,
But I may never be able to,
By then I may be dead.

One day I may be able to,
Let you in on my past,
But I doubt you will ever let,
Our relationship last.

One day I may be able to,
Expose why I cry myself to sleep,
I hope I will be able to,
Tell you why I weep.

One day I promise I will,
Explain everything that I need to,
And maybe by then,
I won't be such a fool.