The sleepless nights so easily slip away,
And the hard times slowly fall away into nothing.
My broken heart vanishes and my mind clears.
It took me a while, but here I am.
Once in a while I feel fine.
And now more than ever I don't understand:
It was a once apon a time in dreamland,
Fallowing Alice down the rabbit hole.
So much confusion, so much there.
Now as I fall,
I can't see as the world turns upside down.
And I wonder about nothing but you.
For months I wished I couldn't feel,
For once I wish everything would hold still.
And for once... I wasn't in love with you.
But the pain was still there...
As numb as it was,
The dulling pain was still there.
And I wonder.. why did you ever care?
Was it the words I spoke?
Or was it that I seemed to need you?
Was it that I acted insane?
I mean, who was there to blame?
Was it my past?
Or was the present catching up to fast?
How many days had to pass before I understood
That I was just falling down Alice's rabbit hole?
