Note to self

Note to self
you cried today
you had no idea why
but you did

You sat in your room
wishing you could die
Thinking that you life is all a lie

you thought you had it all
never expected you'd fall
falling so fast
thinking of your past

It all comes to the surface
living for absolutely no purpose
Carrying on
but not by choice

Note to self
something changed today
your past self went away

On a warm summer night
your dreams took flight
never to return
leaving your soul to burn

You ask yourself why
and how will you get by
a life with no hopes
nothing to live for

Note to self
you lied today
you said you were alright
which is far from the truth

Note to self
you died tonight
your soul turned to black
there's no turning back

Note to self
you survived tonight
your night filled with fright

Note to self
It'll all happen again
on another summer night
when you just can't bare it.