As you hold me down
Tears fill my eyes
I shut my mind down
this means more lies
Lying to myself
Refuse to accept
Lock the pain away
At the back of my mind it shall be kept
Lie to my friends
They can't know it all
Not mentioned again
So i dont stand and fall
I hold my breath
I will stay calm
It's over quite fast
followed by a lifetime of tears
i hold my last breath
and shut off my minds fears
