I saw you at the mall today.
I tried to act like I didnt.
But you saw me and came over..
And I had to talk to you.
You said you dont know what happened to us..
I said you broke it.
You wondered why it ended.
I said you killed it.
You wondered how it faded.
I said you bleached it.
You wondered how it became twisted.
I said you turned it.
You asked me what I meant.
And why I wasnt happy with you.
I said that you ignored me,
Because I didnt fail 5th grade like you.
Then you became what I didnt.
And you still are.
When people hear or say your name..
It isnt good Autumn.
They\'re saying what you are.
The girl who gives it away.
That you gave it up for fun.
And even though I didnt know my guy that well..
At least I cared about him some.
At least I still see him.
And at least he and I are still friends.
But you\'ve had sex with tons of guys..
And you dont remember their name.
You said that wasnt funny.
You told me to stop joking around.
I said I wasnt,
And looked around.
I told you that I grew up.
I told you that I decided it WAS worth it.
I told you that I watched you change..
And that you went so far out that I couldnt get to you anymore.
I told you that our friendship had been on the rocks...
That it was marked FRAGILE...
And that you broke it.
You talked about me behind my back.
You ignored me even when you told me to be there.
And then you asked why you were never invited to my house anymore..
And why I didnt call.
And I said...
That I no longer considered you a friend.
Not in any way.
Not at all.
I watched your smile fade away.
I watched you try not to cry.
I took a deep breath when you asked me why.
I watched you change...
I had watched the girl I grew up with die..
So I simply said...
You Broke It...
Goodbye...
I turned and walked away.
You kept saying you were sorry.
People kept looking at me.
But I didnt care...
You broke it.
It cant be fixed.
Not even a little...
You broke it...
Learn to deal.
