How many people do you know that would call you at one in the morning just to say I love you? Who would say that he doesn't want anyone but you? What kept him from going away? Who told him what to say? How many times did he promise to love me? When would I finally be able to see? What made him think that we belonged together? We just couldn't make it through the stormy weather. You couldn't accept that I was throwing it all away. You no longer had anything Sweet to say, I'm sorry there is something that just doesn't feel right. I don't want to talk about this I don't want another fight. Things just changed and I told you they would. You said it didn't matter, your love for me would never change even if it could. I see tears in your eyes, you're trying not to show your pain. For hurting you I am hurt also and to hide my tears I run into the rain. But it is no use your follow me. What must I say to make you leave why can't you see. I never wanted to hurt you but I knew neither of us really felt free. I was always told to tell the truth but no one ever said the truth could hurt. I feel so bad I feel like dirt. But I know that I can't pretend to be in love. I was in love once but its flown away with the dove. You have always treated me with respect, I know your's always wanted me to be the one but what did u expect. I know you still love me but with time it will fade.You where never the type to go out and get laid. But even though you have been nothing but good to me, I will not lie. My love for you is gone and I'm sorry that it makes you cry. It hurts me too, because I don't know that you will ever forgive me for my reason will never do. I wish I could save you from the heart break but this is life and we all move on. I still want you as one of my closest friends but I'm afraid your friendship toward me is gone. You still have that look in your eyes that says this is wrong these things she says are lies. Never have I felt so strongly for any guy. But its no longer love it has changed and I need to stay strong and not cry. It stings to watch you fall, I try to avoid your gaze in the hall. But you still stare at me as if I'm still yours. My strength is gone and I try to hide my weakness in my mind behind these closed doors. I'm so sorry that I don't feel the same, and I know that probably sounds lame and no this isn't a game. I would never play with something so golden as your heart. But it looks like I've done more harm then good and I tore you apart. Please try and understand that I wish I had never said that I would never leave. At that time I did believe. We just weren't meant to be and we were both to blind to see.
