Cheated

How am I suppose to feel
When you have kissed her behind my back
All those mouths ago
I thought I could trust you with all my heart but then you go and rip that trust apart

I feel worthless; nothing I did was good enough
So you fell for her and did not tell me about the kiss till now
How was I supposed to react?
How did you expect me to feel?

Were you thinking it would make it better to rip out my heart?
To make me see that all males are the same
You now feel guilty and you think that is bad
Well wait until you feel this then you can say you feel really bad

I really trusted you I did
I really, really did I thought you were different
Someone that really cared
But every one makes mistakes

How do you expect me to feel now?
The only thing I wont to know is why, why with her
Am I not good enough?
Do you really know how worthless this whole thing has made me feel?

Well no of course you do not because
I would never dream of cheating on you ever.

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