I Am Alone

I am alone
Dropped my books, nobody budged
Fell down the stairs, nobody cared
Running home, salty tears fogging the way

Sitting on the mattress
Reminders of my past
Open the tin case
Silky, smooth blades, so tempting

Over-whelming metallic smell fills the air
Shiny razors slipping sweetly into soft skin
A scream of terror when I’m found
Dead
I am alone