Angel is her name

Old friends don't disappear they move away,
I never lost you and you never lost me
Memories don't fade, just like what I feel wont change

I love you, I miss you
I wasted the time I had with you, I didn't spend enough with you
I lost my chance, and I don't know if I'll see you again
I don't know where you are
I don't know what your thinking feeling

Everyone has there place, The skating ring was ours
I waited out side for you, even if you aren't coming, you may never come back again
But I waited for you, skated alone with friends around wanting you by my side, saving that spot for you, because I didn't lose a friend and nether did you

I hurt so much, I pushed my self knowing nobody would stop me, fast skating was never my thing, only 3 laps was what I could do, but an hour is what I did
So many things we use to do that I may never get to do again
So many things I may never be able to do

The way we danced together, how we cried together, and where strong together
I'm not what I use to be
Its hard to deal with out you here, its hard to handle what I feel

Out side on the curb waiting for everyone to come, jumping into your arms as you swung me around
That time I laid in your lap you brushed my hair out of my face and told me you loved me
How I could be innocent with you protecting me, You always strong for me... I'm sorry I couldn't do my part, and the sad thing is I cant even say I tried
I let you down
I don't know if I can make it up

I remember how I saved you so many times
Every one judged you but I never did, loved you from day one We where never friends, just best friends
We always held hands when we skated, couple skate it was always with you no mater what, I felt like an unneeded extra, you had your person that was your time
But you always got me, always reminded me that I had a place, and all 3 of us would skate all important, to you

Looking to the benches we sat on everyone of them, memories everywhere I look
That's where we held hands and did our own little dance, took trust took balance, and we did it, only with you
That's the place I held your hand and stroke your hair, your heart was acting up again and I took care of you
That's where I went and got Devon and told him you needed him when you where crying, you wanted him to come over. But he was taking to damn long and u wanted him
You wanted him you needed him... Was the only thing that I could think of... That's all that mattered
That's where we kissed, we did so because they dared us, but I wish I could kiss you now and show you how much it means to me, because it would be another chance with you

I want go over to your house and lay next to you, hold you like I use to, sleep next to you and just see how nice that feels
So many good memories
The first time I walked to your house the only time
Lightning and thunder but the skies where dry, how my chest shook because it was so close
I held your hand as you held mine, if you hadn't told me it scared you I would have never known
The way it feels when you held me, I was never happier, I was never more free
I remember that day, water spraying from the ground it was such a hot day, and it felt so good
MY skirt was see through and my shirt sticking to my chest, I think you where wearing jeans that day, and you where just as wet
I remember how a car pulled up and Though you where the one who had muscles I would get so defensive of you, I would protect you from everyone
Little oh me, had all the strength I needed for you
How I would have walked anywhere with you, Gone anywhere with you if its what you wanted I would have backed you up, I love you enough to know people need to make mistakes, But I caught you
I made you cry sometimes And I thought I was okay
I could watch you cry and didn't always shed a tear, Because I knew you would be okay
I knew it would always be okay
That your pain would pass as I held you, poking your sides just talking, I made you smile
So many times I made you smile
So many times I made your tears go away
And so many times I was just there

I miss you
I don't know where you are
I don't know if I'll see you again
But I'm waiting, and I don't know if I can stop
I don't want to because then that means your gone forever, and your not coming back
I don't want to lose a friend

And I don\'t know what more to say