Darkness

I\'m sinking into the sweet lies,
As I breathe in the cold air.
It\'s no longer filled with sun light,
But deep cold chills.

The darkness of my life,
itâ??s always sugar-coated,
Perfection never stops.

Expecting it from me,
Doesn\'t ever stop amazing me.
But darkness submerged me,
Binding me to this place.
I don\'t mind,
After All,
Time doesnâ??t move,
Nothing changes.
Nothing will as Long as shadow hides it.

As I write and Type this and as you read this,
The blankets wrap tightly around me.
Like a mother\'s embrace.
Only this time there isn\'t any letting go.
She see\'s me,
You see me,
But you both won\'t be doing anything.

The lies are lies but they seem more welcoming then anything else in the light.

Even if it blinds you,
It\'s welcoming till you feel the cat\'s claws run around on you.

She doesnâ??t see and you won\'t scream.
For once you want to get lost in the world that is second to any...

Darknessâ?¦

A word that hides so much like the ocean.

Darkness...

THE word to give me the relief I need,

Want,

And

Savor.