Every night she cries
Her body becomes numb; her heart begins to race
She tries forgets the pain she feels inside
She slits her wrist in regret
The lies she tells do no good
She runs away in her dreams
She doesnt know where to go
She has no one to hold her hand when she needs it most
She wants to be with him forever, but something stops her
She wants to go back to yesterday, where everything was better
Only if she had not woke up today
The voices inside wont go away
Her cries are silent to the world
Her prayers and wishes are thrown away
She hides everyday underneath a mask hidden with laughter and smiles
She wants to escape her pain forever
Shes so confused, she doesnt understand
Nothing has gone wrong; everything is great
But the thoughts in her head are beyond any she has ever had, her imagination is gradually taking over
Her thoughts are nothing but uselessness
She wants no one to be hurt, but herself
She knows the outcome of all these things……
……. He doesnt know, what she feels
He doesnt know how she really thinks deep down
He doesnt know her secrets that lie inside
She doesnt want to see him angry
She doesnt want to hurt him
She wants him to help, but he doesn’t know
She wants help, but no one knows but her
She doesnt even know why she thinks the way she does
Do you? Do you know why she thinks of…. suicide?
