This life i hide

This life i hide, behind all the fake smiles
Is a world you couldn't survive in
Just wanting to let go and give in
Like the bullet thats sitting there two inches in
But you might not know me like the world does. The popular one caught all up in this mess, so stressed.
Sometimes i just want to cut my wrists to see how much it bleeds, its like adrenalin that runs down into my feet.
I don't want to worry about what people think of me it just another thing to add to the list of ways to bleed.
I can feel the tears rush up into these eyes, that are sometimes blinded from the things that she hides.
She is alone in this world that knowone understands, if only she had a hand that someone would lend.
Reach out to her and say its okay to be what you want and live the way you want. But no there is always that one person that stand in front
Holding you back from all your hopes and dreams. Holding you back from who you really want to be..