Taking a drink

The arguing never stops
the darkness is always there..
but why do these people even care.
the nights that i cry
and the days that I laugh
all hide behind a beautiful smile
But she always gets to me,
she always treats me like sh*t
but she doesn't understand that i don't get anything out of it..
but these days will end,
when I take that drink,
that will allow me to to sink.
So the sirens I hear,
are all fine to me,
as long as I am Happy,
and for ever it will be..