Weakness in Me

I sit alone in my room, wondering if its worth it

I sit here with my music going, and I let the tears fall

The tears show my weakness, they show my true emotions

Do they ever lie? I'm afraid not.

I'm stuck behind these walls, close myself off from the world

I can't go no where, all I do is fall

Fall beneath it all, away from you, away from the world

They continue to close in, so tight it makes me sick

I'm just a screw up, you don't have to remind me

I fail in everything, and now its time you see

I lost a friendship, one to many times

I'm unworthy of your love, so why even try

Where should I go from here? Maybe I should just disappear

But instead, I turn to the blade, and let the blood flow

My soul is numb, my head is a mess, my heart is broken

Nothing to live for, nothing to hear, nothing to see

Except for the weakness deep within me

Cassidy © June 26, 2006