Past revelations towards the future

Look me in the eye and tell me you love me
cause I'm not sure i believe you.
would you ever lie to me?
like everyone else before you.

Ive never felt this way before.
i hope its not just the medication.
i know that i need you more and more
its not a recent revelation.

i cared for you some times ago
the first time that we met.
i wasn't sure and i didn't know.
we would have had more time i bet.

but i was scared and ran away
again cause those before you.
i went and did you wrong that day.
i didn't mean to hurt you.

i didn't know you cared back then.
i cant believe you wanted me.
i didn't know you were an honest man.
I'm so lucky you still want me.

Now some obstacles have come.
i thank the gods that you forgave me.
you think that i just play this game,
but i love you as you love me.