BEATEN BY FATE

He promised he'd get better
And stupid me believed you.
And honestly i don't know why
Cuz we both know it could never be true.

We used to be so happy.
I don't understand why.
Everything we had
was a big fat LIE!!

First there was yelling.
I could care less.
I've lived with it before
I mean my life's just one big mess.

Then he pushed me .
No big deal.
I pushed him right back
So he'd know how i feel.

But the first time he hit me
I couldn't bring myself to hit back.
I was terrified and hurt.
I didn't know how to react.

I can't deal with life.
I can't deal with death.
I really don't know
What i have left.

I'm so glad i have
The one i have now.
I'm so lucky to be with him.
And i don't care how.

But to just give him
For this short time.
For you to tease me like this.
This is the last time.

You're even taking my dad.
How could you be this way?
The strongest man i ever knew
Grows weaker day by day.

I've decided to give up.
I'm done with everything.
There's nothing else you can do to brake me.
I'll stop nothing else from happening.

You can brake my heart NO MORE!
The pieces are too small.
You can take from me NO MORE!
Because mike's the last thing that i have.

YOU CAN TELL I WROTE THIS OVER A LONG PERIOD OF TIME.. TOOK ME A WHILE TO FINISH IT THE WAY I WANTED.