Forever

One day you make me feel like a queen,
Another you make me feel like garbage on the streets,
Once you told me you liked me,
Then you told me you loved me,
After that you said be with me,
Now your saying its no longer going to be,
I'm so scared,
Like a toddler lost in the park,
To live a new life without you,
How do I start,
I never wanna go to sleep because I dream of you,
I never wanna wake up becasue I think of you,
It's a no win situaton for me,
I gave you my heart,
I gave you my soul,
As priceless as the gifts u want to let them go,
I used to be a rose,
Now i'm withering away in sorrow,
Never did I want you to go,
I can't let go,
I won't let go,
Baby if I changed would you stay,
I begged,
I pleaded for you not to take your love away,
I'm never gonna leave you,
I'm always gonna be on your mind,
Never will you forget the precious time,
I'll always be alone,
Becasue you made me complete,
And because of that no one else can compete,
I love you and I always will,
And you taking away your love has made me ill,
We were ment for each other,
No one will ever take that away,
Now all I can do is wait for the day,
You realize your not happy without me,
Our relationship is an incomplete chapter in my life,
And it won't be complete until the day i'm called your wife.

I know this is long but thank you for reading my words. I\'m not crazy unless you call love a sickness and if sio i\'m the crazier than anyone I know because I love this young man with everything in me, and I always will, until no breath excapes my lips.