How you wanted it to be

Just when I thought
everything was alright
it all faded away
in just one night

I confused my feelings
with what I thought was real
everything seemed perfect
even though it was surreal

It hit me like a wave
I don't know what I've done wrong
it's so hard to understand
but I will try to stay strong

I have been nothing but sincere
and I've tried my best
but that's not good enough for you
I will never pass your test

Maybe one day you'll see
the person you neglected
how much she adored you
and watched you completely ignore her

Maybe someday you'll know
Maybe someday you'll see
but for now, I am gone
just how you wanted it to be.