Lying words of a hiding soul

I\'m tired of playing this game
one of, I\'m okay...
nothings wrong
but can\'t you see past this fake smile?
my heart has been tore...
it\'s falling apart
it never stopped bleeding from the start
why do i lie
and say I\'m okay?
why do i let myself die
and make myself suffer this pain?
I\'m trapped in my on game
I\'m okay...
screaming death note
no one hears
because words drown screams
I\'m okay...
tell me your problems
so i don\'t have to face mine
whisper your sorrows
so i have to listen closely
then when you say, \'you must get tired of this\'
well this is the only thing that keeps me alive...
so now I\'m stuck in silence
no more help needed
my past is catching up with me
I\'m not okay...
they crash into my mind
I\'m dying again...
they break me down
I\'m drowning again...
then they flush to the back of my mind
dear friend you called
\"he broke my heart...\"
i think I\'ll survive another day...
I\'m okay...