I smile I laugh I barely cry. you see all this. you think know me. you think I'm fine. but you don't know what goes on inside.
You only see open doors with smile's and a warm welcome. a loving family, truly happy. but what do u know. theres so much more to me, but it all goes on behind closed doors.
Truly, i scream, i cry. theres too much pain. My internal bruises, they will never fade. Physically, I'm fine, i hope. For now, I'll cover up, you'll never see, the external bruises all over me.
Soon you will see, my inner me. Theres scars and deep wounds. And they wont go away. They just keep coming, faster and faster, more and more.
Then theres the times when its just too much. Those are the times i need, need to be set free. so help me now before its too late. Theres plenty of time, but mine might be cut short.
All my pain comes from one source. This source you see with my open doors, my loving family. but theres so much more and it all goes on, behind closed doors.
I have written this and one other poem titled now and forever. read it rate, feel it.
