Not True

I'm talkimg so it isn't true, you know. If you keep talking then it can't be true. So all I have to do is talk forever. Oh my God it can't be true. I love him. Maybe he'll walk through the door right now, maybe he'll call. What a jerk, how could he do this to me? No I can't stop talking, it hurts too much. How can it be, he's too young to be dead.