How i feel

Everyday its the same,
I cry myself to sleep,
I have no one to talk to,
no one to trust.

I feel as if Im a mistake,
that no earser cant earse,
I feel as if im not all here,
because im broken in two.

I know my name is Natasha,
but people call me Tasha,
and that im 13 years of age,
but everyone knows that.

I know that people label me,
and try to see behind my eyes,
try to see my scerets,
that I keep down inside.

But no one can ever see them,
they'll never be exposed,
they're to personal,
to show the world right now.

I need to know someone loves me,
I need to knwo someone cares,
I need to know someone will be there,
when everyone else gave up.

I know it wont be my family,
because to them Im just f**ked up,
Im just another mistake,
that no one can earse.

I feel these feelings everyday,
but I hide them behind a smile,
so no one ever knows,
and no one ever cares.