As Much

As Much as i know what we had is done.as much as i know what was is gone.For some odd reason these feelings still linger with me.
You still linger with me.Years have past and yet i still don't know why we let such a pure love pass us bye.was it the fact that we were young?wait no it was the fact that both of us we're scared to love.At a such young age stepping into a part of life that i was told was way to scary for any person to get into.But there we were,you and me hand in hand ready to take a fall deeper then any of us could imagine.I wanted to fall so in love with you but something always held me back.I was stuck i couldn't go any further.So there we were dangling on the edge of love.My heart was pounding as i saw you trying to cut the string that was keeping us up.I was scared.did i really want to venture into place filled with so much grief and so much joy.Was i ready to fall was i ready at all?I stopped you.i couldn't let myself get hurt even if there was a bigger possibility to have joy.
Till this day i regret letting us give up on something so beautiful and true.If i could go back in time i would jump with you.I would jump with you over and over again until i could jump no more.As much as i know that could never happen.As much as i know that our love could never reach the surface again.I still would love for you to know that.As much as you hurt me and as much of pain we went through,i would go through it again just for you to know that i will always always.......love you