To Amy

I thought I had a friend
Someone who I could trust
And have a laugh with when I was up
But then I got depression
And this friend faded away
She said all she wanted was fun
And I was leading her astray
I guess I can't really blame her
For the things I do to myself aren't nice
I know they must've hurt to see me doing this to myself
I went to a mental hospital to get better
And now I've just come out
I hope to regain our friendship
But i've forgotten how to smile

*not really a poem I know*