The girl I used to be

I look in the mirror and the girl I see
Doesn\'t seem anything like me
Her dark brown hair and in her eyes
And thats when i finally realized
This isn\'t the me i use to know
This me that stared back was somehow grown
Not by years but somehow by pain
Theres was something about her i couldn\'t explain
She looked like me but her eye were so sad
when i used to be told my eyes looked soo glad
This girls smile, wait she had none
Once i was told my smile could bloke out the sun
This girl had on nailpolish of black
I never used to wear things like that
Her wrists were covered with cutts
But I used to think people who did that were nuts
But the biggest difference was that she seemed to crave death
I droped the mirror and started to cry
Weeping and wondering asking myself why
Wheres the girl i used to be
And was this new girl forever me